Kid Cudi has shared his decision to place himself in rehab for depression and “suicidal urges”. The rapper wrote a letter to fans that he posted on Facebook, detailing how he felt “ashamed” for “living a lie”.

On Tuesday evening (5 October), the artist wrote: “Yesterday I checked myself into rehab for depression and suicidal urges. I am not at peace. My anxiety and depression have ruled my life for as long as I can remember and I never leave the house because of it. I can’t make new friends because of it. I don’t trust anyone because of it and I’m tired of being held back in my life. I deserve to have peace. I deserve to be happy and smiling. Why not me?”

“I guess I give so much of myself to others I forgot that I need to show myself some love too. I think I never really knew how. I’m scared, I’m sad, I feel like I let a lot of people down and again, I’m sorry. It’s time I fix me. I’m nervous but ima get through this,” he added.

Cudi confirmed that his upcoming album, Passion, Pain & Demon Slayin’, is still on the way, as he wanted to “square away all the business” to focus on his recovery.

He concluded the note, stating: “Love and light to everyone who has love for me and I am sorry if I let anyone down. I really am sorry. I’ll be back, stronger, better. Reborn. I feel like shit, I feel so ashamed. I’m sorry.” He signed it with his real name, Scott Mescudi.

If you feel distressed, despair or experience suicidal thoughts, Samaritans provides confidential emotional support. Call them on 116 123 or visit the Samaritans website here.