Arts+Culture / NewsCara reveals that Kate Moss, writing and yoga saved her lifeSpeaking at the Women In The World summit, the model turned actress opened up about her battles with depressionShareLink copied ✔️October 12, 2015Arts+CultureNewsTextSooanne Berner Over the past twelve months, Cara Delevingne has made it progressively clear that she wants to move away from modelling. She says that the industry is “horrible and disgusting”, made her feel “hollow”, and led her to hate her body. Last week, while taking up a speaker’s seat at London’s Women In The World summit, the supermodel-turned-actress underlined the shortcomings of the modelling industry, urging girls to “dream bigger”. Noting the abuse she witnessed young models receiving at the hands of indifferent agencies and ill-intentioned photographers, Delevingne recalled that she was driven to overwork herself and, after a while, “started to get sick”. She said that modelling not only exacerbated her skin condition, psoriasis, but caused her severe “depression”. Recognising that although she “couldn’t be luckier”, she confessed that her “external life” was very different to the “internal battles that were going on” while modelling was her primary focus. “All those problems I had I masked with medicine instead of taking time to really solve them. But at that time I really wanted someone to stop me, to go ‘you need to take a break’ you need to look after yourself” Speaking alongside the likes of Meryl Streep, Nicole Kidman and Mhairi Black on diverse women’s issues at the annual summit, Delevingne revealed that it was Kate Moss who finally came to her rescue: “What happened is I eventually said no, I eventually took a break to the advice of Kate Moss who kind of picked me up off the floor.” Along with Moss’ support, the 23-year-old acknowledged that both yoga and writing had a large influence on her recovery. “Writing was something that really saved my life”, she said. Before allowing her interviewer Rupert Everett to ask further questions, she read aloud a poem, written last year. Read the poem and watch the interview below. Who am I? Who am I trying to be? Not myself. Anyone but myself. Living in a fantasy to bury reality, Making myself a mystery A strong façade disguising the misery Empty, but beyond the point of emptiness Full to the brim of fake confidence A guard that will never be broken Because I broke a long time ago I’m hurting but don’t tell anyone, No one needs to know Don’t show what you’ve failed Always OK, always fine, always on show The show must go on It will never stop The show must not go on But I know it will I give up, I give up giving up I am lost I don’t need to be saved, I need to be found Escape the algorithm! Get The DropEmail address SIGN UP Get must-see stories direct to your inbox every weekday. Privacy policy Thank you. You have been subscribed Privacy policy Expand your creative community and connect with 15,000 creatives from around the world.READ MOREWhy did Satan start to possess girls on screen in the 70s?Learn the art of photo storytelling and zine making at Dazed+LabsJim BeamJim Beam and Dazed are celebrating game day early8 essential skate videos from the 90s and beyond with Glue SkateboardsThe unashamedly queer, feminist, and intersectional play you need to seeParis artists are pissed off with this ‘gift’ from Jeff KoonsA Seat at the TableVinca Petersen: Future FantasySnarkitecture’s guide on how to collide art and architectureBanksy has unveiled a new anti-weapon artworkVincent Gallo: mad, bad, and dangerous to knowGet lost in these frank stories of love and lossEscape the algorithm! Get The DropEmail address SIGN UP Get must-see stories direct to your inbox every weekday. Privacy policy Thank you. You have been subscribed Privacy policy