Birds Eye View,
the UK's first major women's film festival, returns to London for a
fourth year on March 6th. Over the next couple of weeks, Dazed Digital
will be speaking to four featured directors, continuing today with
Jennifer Venditti, whose documentary Billy the Kid, about a 15-year-old boy in a small town in Maine, will be screened with a Q&A on March 9th. (Click here for our interview with Sonja Heiss, director of Hotel Very Welcome.)
Dazed Digital: How did you find Billy?
Jennifer Venditti: I
first met Billy when I was scouting a high school in Maine to cast real
kids as extras for a film. I sat in the lunchroom for several days,
studying the particular cliques and wondering if any kids ever tried
sitting with someone other than their usual set. I filmed a table of
bullies who recounted a story of inviting a victim to their table.
Apparently, this particular kid freaked out at the way they treated
him. As they all laughed after telling me this story, I asked them who
this kid was. They gestured across the room to a boy sitting by
himself. "Over there," they said. "His name is Billy."
DD: Billy's diagnosis is never really made completely clear. Is this intentional?
JV: My
first intention, like anyone else, was to define what I didn't
understand. I wanted to know what was wrong with him, what made him
different. I began to interview and probe people about him to gauge who
he was, but the responses I was getting were generalizations and
stereotypes, the most used one being emotional disabilities. It seems
like anyone could be categorized that way. What does that even mean? We
are in trouble if the world is divided up by emotional disabilities! I
tried to probe further, and Billys mom told me what other people,
including experts, had told her and Billy, but nothing was confirmed or
diagnosed. Everyone seemed unsure.
I became intrigued with
Billy's character and who he was as a person, and I wanted to learn
through him and his experiences rather than other peoples perceptions
of him. I wanted the audience to get to know a character for who he was
rather than how he was labeled. As much as I realize there is a
responsibility in acknowledging a better understanding through
diagnosis, I wanted this film to show people that no matter what our
differences are, we all are searching for the same things in life:
acceptance, love and to be understood regardless of who we are and what
our labels of any kind may be.
DD: There are some really funny moments in the film, like
when hes rocking out to AC/DC and when he declares himself a man to
some older bikers, after snogging his new girlfriend for the first
time. What were the funniest moments for you?
JV: The whole
shoot was a mixture of laughter and tears. Too many to recall. Through
Billy's eyes I reflected on so many of my own experiences and the
universal experiences of life. I think a lot of times the laughter
comes from Billy saying and doing all of the things so many of us have
felt or thought but never could say or do in public. Someone once said
to me "you've captured the inner Billy in all of us!"
DD: What did Billy and his mom think of the film when they saw the final cut?
JV: At
first it was very emotional for Billy, especially because his dog
Smokey and cat Chloe have since died. It was very painful for him to
see them on film. It was hard for him to see himself in situations
where he thought people would think he looked like a bad person or
stupid.
But he hopes that he can use this story to connect with other people
and help them feel they are not alone in their personal struggles. He
also wants judgmental people to understand the stories behind the
individuals they're judging. He and Penny both like the film and are
happy with the way it turned out.
One of my favorite comments Billy has made about the film was when a
journalist asked how he is handling having fans, and he said "I dont
see them as fans but good listeners!"
DD: What does it mean for you to have Billy the Kid screen as part of a women filmmakers festival?
JV: I
feel very honored to be a part of a womens festival. I have always
heard that it's been difficult for women in film in terms of female
roles and so on. Now that I've been on tour with the film at festivals
around the world and industry events, I've seen firsthand the lack of
female voices in the industry. This is very curious to me and I hope to
continue to share my voice and empower other women to do so as well.